me wants to throw a hissy fit

Habang tumatagal na ginagawa namin itong lunch-outs every Sunday parang mas lalong tinatamad ang mga tao. That's sad. I look forward pa naman to our Sunday lunch-outs. Sunday lunch-outs used to be pasyal day, too. Pero ngayon literal na lunch-out lang siya **sigh** Oh well. Today we had lunch at David's Tea House in Q Plaza. Blah. Though their Lemon Chicken's really good, malapit-lapit na sa Wai Ying.

I'm depressed because of the weather. I really hate rainy days. I hate gloomy skies. Whenever it's dark outside, I feel like crying. Sometimes I really want to get out of this house. Thankfully, my other sister lives in the next street, just a 5-minute walk away from ours. It is frustrating how nobody wants to take responsibility of anything here. I tried but it is frustrating when nobody helps you. Even my mom who's supposed to be the master mistress of the house apparently doesn't care about household matters anymore. I want to tell my mom that not because she's "retired" from work, she has to retire from caring about the state of her household. Sometimes I vent out to my elder sister when she comes home from work and I just end up being more annoyed because she gets all self-righteous. Kayo nga mag-manage ng household!!! If everyone would share in the management of this house then it wouldn't be a problem but it seems that nobody cares. Like several days ago we had visitors arrive and they'll be staying with us until they find an apartment to rent. I was away and I had no idea that we were having visitors. I went home for a while to get something tapos I checked on the room and to my dismay, they didn't tidy it up. The sheets weren't even changed. Mommy told V to supervise and I guess she did not. When I asked V if she had seen the room she said no but mommy checked it daw. So before the guests sleep on the dirty sheets, I asked V to help me change the beddings, the curtains,  move the kalat to the other room but when she was half-done with changing the beddings, she said she's going already because they have a movie to watch at 10pm- it's only 8:45. FML. Well, I told her she had to help me finish spiffy up the room pero diba??? Leche.

And oh, my computer has conked out on me. I was happy pa naman that I got it fixed for only P150 tapos sira pa rin pala. It's not powering ON anymore. And what's worse, I don't have the budget to buy a new one. But I will work on that. Pero diba??? Iniwan ako ng computer ko sa ere. Pagkatapos ng pinagsamahan namin? Iiwan niya ako ng wala man lang paalam? Boosit.

Omigosh September really sucked. Really hope October brings good news, good happenings, good stuff, good people, good opportunites... lahat ng good. Please please please pretty please!!! Because my life is sucking big time and I kinda need it to be awesome.

Anyway, I think I'll be fixing my room AGAIN tomorrow. I really hope I can have a workplace like this-

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 I want everything in its proper place. I want that broken glass table out of the house.