una pena

Sorry for the emo posts. It's just that I'm in a rut these days. Someone posted this music video on FB and I started feeling nostalgic



I feel old. I hate that I feel old. When I turned 29 I suddenly felt lola-ish and if I feel like this now I just can't imagine how I'd feel when I hit 30.

Can the child within my heart rise above? 

Can I sail thru the changing ocean tides? 

Can I handle the seasons of my life? 

Well I've been afraid of changing  

Cos I've built my life around you 

But time makes you bolder 

Children get older 

I'm getting older too

Or maybe the weather's just getting me down. But whatever it is, I am not liking this feeling one bit.