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 Panahon nga naman, napakabilis. 

Almost the end of May, y'all! Unting kembot na lang, half of the year's gone by. I'm so excited to get vaccinated already. My parents are done with their first dose and are already due for their 2nd, but no advise from the LGU yet. Sana naman anytime soon we get a text for their schedule. 

This was post was actually due at the end of March, bilang end of the quarter review. Naks. For personal use naman as I assume no one else is reading this except me Lels. I guess I'll be doing a mid-year review instead at the end of June 2021. Right now, let me rave about my favorite boys ;) 

Last May 4 was my first Army-versary! YAY 💜 These boys, OMG, they're so nakakatuwa. Hahaha! Etong pandemic na 'to talaga, dumami ang bisyo ko. Tahimik buhay ko dati eh. Pero okay lang, happy naman ako. Haha. Willing akong inuuto ng mga boys at ni Bang Si-hyuk. 

Hindi naman ako masyado nagpapabudol sa boys. My first and only official merch was tsinelas na hindi naman ako ang bumili hehe. At napa-purchase pala ako ng Butter sa Apple Music. Tumatangingting na 25 pesos din yun. Hahaha! Sorry, I'm really matipid (a.k.a. kuripot) and I find it hard to part with my hard-earned money especially during these trying times wherein business is not doing too good. Napatungga din pala ako ng milk tea sa Chatime just so I can get hold of the BT21 tumbler and I don't really like milk tea. I know these are nothing compared to what other BTS fans are doing, as in wala pa sa kalingkingan. I just want to enjoy being their fans- enjoy listening to their songs, watching their performances, watching videos of the boys. I don't want to get into the hardcore stuff. I try to stream when I can but I don't pressure myself. 

So the boys just released a new song last Friday and I LOVE IT ♥ Super. I love the vibe, reminds me a bit of The 1975 songs from six to seven years ago. 

I like this better than Dynamite. My all-time fave is still Mic Drop, but this one is a close second. Followed by Spring Day. 

I swear I'm so proud of these boys, most especially Jungkook who I feel is my son in another lifetime. Char. Haha. Bawal kumontra, okay? 

So anyway, I'm just happy I discovered BTS 💜 One of my bucket list items is to watch them live in concert, in person, see them in the flesh- and not online lang. Which reminds me I need to benta pala so I can watch their 8th anniversary online concert. We watched last year (legally, btw, LOLs) and I plan to do the same this year. Paghahandaan ko talaga 'to! Ano kaya menu on that day? Okay bye na, I need to plan my ganap on June 14. Borahae, beeches! 

Um..

 I woke up today laughing. 

Nanaginip kasi ako. 

I may have not recalled it as accurately, but here it goes:

I was on my way to the Church. I was walking in my wedding dress. Apparently, it's my wedding day. But while I was walking, I suddenly felt the need to pee so I went back to what I suppose was where we were staying for the wedding preps (basta somewhere, hindi ko alam). When I reached the steps going up that somewhere, my friend A was sitting on the steps and there were also some people there). As I took a step, I threw my bouquet and said, "Ayoko na magpakasal! Joke lang. Ang mahal kaya!" 

Tapos when I was inside the bathroom, I accidentally turned the shower on so nabasa ako. Not naman soaked, but still! I was in my wedding dress. Tapos hirap na hirap akong tanggalin yung damit ko kasi nga iihi ako. So anyway, after peeing, I stepped out of the bathroom and found my sister AC and Mommy. Tapos tsaka ako umiyak, sabi ko ayoko na talaga magpakasal kasi wala sila doon at dahil  hindi ko pa nga nakakausap yung papakasalan ko. 

Tapos nagising na ako. 

Anyway, wala naman akong balak magpakasal at kahit balakin ko man ay malayo siyang mangyari that's why I find it funny. At in fair, payat ako sa panaginip ko. Baka hindi pala ako yun hahaha. 

So there I just want to document this dream kasi kakaiba siya. 

Dreamgiver, puede mag-request? Puede ko mapanaginipan BTS tonight? Lelz. Matagal-tagal na since I last dreamt about Jimin. At talagang si Jimin lang ang laging nasa panaginip ko. Harhar. 

Okay good night!