post 1000

Wow! Time really flies. And not only when you're having fun. Apparently, time goes by extra fast when you're older. Today is the last day of June and we're only two months away from my 29th *ack* birthday. I started blogging 2005 when I was dealing with pre-mature quarterlife crisis. Six years after, here I am still and no intentions of stopping. Blogging has been my therapy. This is where I rant and rave, complain and compliment, gush and bash. Yes, I can also do that via old-school pen & paper journaling but there I can't embed pictures or audio or music videos, riiiight??? I know I don't make sense oftentimes and I don't really mind because the main purpose of this blog is purely personal- a place for my head [quoting a Linkin Park song here ;)]

I am glad that I started blogging six years ago because in a way I have been able to monitor my life for the past six years- see how much I've changed which isn't pretty much. Ha. This is not my original blog and how I would like to import posts from my old blogs and compare my old, younger self with this almost-29 mind of mine. The biggest change that has happened in my life is now I am more positive and I have fewer crying spells. Still insecure and still nursing a bruised self-esteem, but I am feeling so much better. Happy and content, but sometimes still wishing I were more of the person I envisioned myself to be. Meh.

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Although I still feel inadequate in most aspects of my life sometimes, I just try to make the best out of the situation. I just would have to count my blessings to remember how much I have and how lucky I am. Who cares how far I would go in this life? We're all going to die anyway. Haha.

Oh well papel... this is only my thousandth post; Expect a thousand more posts to kill your brain cells.