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Allow me to rant...

♥ Google says it's only 31°C. I don't believe it. I don't frickin' believe it. Cos it surely doesn't feel like it's only 31°C. And according to the news, it's going to get hotter than this. Shoot. This scorching hot weather + Meralco's unjustifiable, over-the-top charges = NIGHTMARE! Our Meralco bills' charges more than doubled and if you're the one paying the bills, you tend to get very conscious of your usage. This means that even if it's scorching hot, you do not turn the A/C on because you're thinking of next month's electric bill.

♥ Nail spa drama. Again. I know, I know, I should be more hands on but but but... No more excuses this time. Since 2007 I've been putting off my manning duties and three years after, nothing has changed. Business is better but I admit that there are some things I need to change and improve. I need better people. I'm afraid I'm settling with the people I have and they're getting stubborn and lazy. Maybe because I'm also stubborn and lazy? Haynako. I see we need a cultural revolution here.

♥ We're graduating on May 22. Finally, after four years. But I'm a bit skeptical about our graduation project. If you ask me, it's some kind of a utopian scheme. We have very limited time here and they want to do this big production, eh we only have the weekends to work on it. Plus, I won't be here for one week, so what would I contribute? Baka mamaya hindi nila ako isama. Boo. Naba-bad trip lang ako sa mga masyadong bibo.

♥ Dwindling financial reservoir. Though this is only temporary and I am not really complaining about this. Medyo na-sad lang ako when I saw my bank book today. Ever since that Ondoy disaster, funds started dwindling. But I know it's going to get better, more stable soon. I believe.

Is it wrong to adopt "The Secret" frame of thinking? Cos I feel that because I've been focusing on the good things, I've been neglecting stuff that needs to be addressed. I'm happy. I think I'm happy but I don't know if that's the only thing I need to consider. Anubah. AHHH! Kiber na nga.