Friday, March 11, 2011

week 9: the week i make it official that i have no life

I miss my freedom. I miss watching DVDs any time of the day, going to the mall or the grocery to buy supplies or just anything my heart (or tummy) desires, or just playing hooky because I can. Well, gone are those days. Umm... not quite. If there's a will, there's a way.

♥monday♥
mang andy came in again to do the necessary repairs in the shop including that pesky light bulb in the bathroom. accompanied V and took the kids to the hospital- it's the attack of the chinese community!!!


♥tuesday♥
AB's birthday! magicjack early in the morning to greet her a 'happy birthday.' AB said we could celebrate her birthday and eat out, courtesy of her. accompanied AC to the hospital. then we're off to galle to meet AD and mommy. had dinner at eat well- yummy hakao, etc. i don't get the appeal of xiaolongbao... a lot of people rave about it but personally, i don't find anything special about it. mahirap pa kainin. mocha frap for dessert and the best thing about it is the free upsize.

♥wednesday♥
manning duties. ho-hum

♥thursday♥
sta. lucia before lunch to accompany V get her supply from cd-r king and I, to buy chooks to go for lunch. fateful meetings = BOO! leave me in peace, por favor! camote cue and coke for merienda and todo kwento to ate jo about what has transpired earlier in the day. manning duties again.

♥friday♥
manning duties. again. FML. 

♥saturday♥
at long last, i got to leave the house, sans guilt, for my spanish class. meeting #5. five more meetings till the next one. gastos na naman. after fili2, i think I'll take a break first. lunch with J & J in pancake house. went home with scrumptious sampaloc from thailand- descanso leftover. bahaha!


♥sunday♥
sunday lunch sponsor- AD. so yummy inihaw na baboy and tilapia and kare-kareng veggies. was supposed to go to the shop and do some more manning duties but didn't because it's the weekend!!! though seriously, i need to be there on weekends more than any other day of the week. bah! AD treated me to coffee

how uneventful, ya? story of my life. thank you.

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

40 days and 40 nights

It's Ash Wednesday today, meaning the first day of Lent.

For my penitensiya, I will give up Coke or any effervescent beverages and Starbucks. And because of my Lent sacrifice, I ate and drank yesterday like there's no tomorrow.

So there, please help and support me in this little project of mine. I'm gonna get through this.

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

super tv (any)day

GG is back in business, y'all! I don't care if people are saying that this Dan + Blair thing is fake or whatever they call it but I am loving it! I always knew these two have a future together but then again I would have to wait for episode 18 to be sure which will be on April 18 pa. Torture, much?

Episode 16: While You Weren't Sleeping
[Just a side note- caught While You Were Sleeping (Sandra Bullock, Bill Pullman) on Fox TV and that movie has got to be one of my favorite movies of all time.]

♥ During the start of the show, I was questioning why Dan kept on hanging around Blair. But when Dan admitted to Blair that she was hanging out at Blair's office because he was avoiding Serena + Ben, at first I was like "Aaahh!!" but then I kinda realized that there are other places in NY aside from "the loft" and "Blair's office."
♥♥♥ this is going to kill vanessa abrams and i wanna see it when that happens ♥♥♥
♥ GG is doing perfectly fine without Vanessa (and Jenny Humphrey, too), so why bring her back? I swear that girl is such a trepadora. Ew. Ew. And ew. Vanessa is "the pus that infects the mucus that cruds up the fungus that feeds on the pond scum" and whether we like it or not, looks like she'll be back cos bitch has information she can use to make herself significant again.

♥ I loved the scene when Eric says that Damien needs his $100K and then Dan says that's insane cos who has that much money, then Blair, Serena and Eric all had this "look" that says "umm... we do." I just find that scene funny.

♥ And correct me if I'm wrong but I thought only the person himself can attest to the authenticity of one's signature. In the case of Serena and Lily, Serena just have to say that yes, it is her who signed the affidavit and Lily won't have to go to jail. Anyhoo, I think these people would find a way to get Lily out of jail in no time.

Episode 17: Empire of the Son
Obviously, I don't really care that much about Bass Industries and I am not a fan of that Raina and I am not paying much attention to her and to whoever she's gallivanting with. So even if the main-main plot happening here is the Bass Industries-Chuck-Lily-Thorpe thing, I gravitate towards the Dan + Blair angle.
Giddiness galore!!! But this kiss at the end of the episode doesn't guarantee that they will be an item. It is possible that the next scene here will be similar to that when Rachel Berry and Blaine kissed, which I hope would not be the case because I'm really really really vying for this pairing.

To some, Dan + Blair maybe weird, contrived even, but I like it. If this were to push through, I'd be the happiest GG fan ever ☺

Sunday, March 6, 2011

counting my blessings

my tumblr find told me to count my blessings instead of my worries so here it goes...
♥ nephews living with us again ♥ (quasi) free movie tickets ♥ ebooks that i get free on the net or c/o good friends ♥ homemade rootbeer float ♥ sugar-covered camote cue and coke for merienda ♥ being able to come up with a bazillion justifications for my excessive soda intake ♥ cottage cheese + crushed pineapple dip ♥ mineral make-up doing it's work- that is, concealing all the flaws and bumps and holes and discolorations on my fezzz ♥ ooh, brasseries on sale. not dirt cheap but a really good steal. olga/warner's brassieres originally sold for 2k each are now sold for Php1.000, buy 1 take 1! ♥ starbucks' free size upgrade on drinks ♥
 More blessings to come! Thank you ☺

how are you holding up?

I'm sad.

2011 hasn't been so nice to me.

Even if I'm into this optimism shizz, the shitty stuff outweighs the good and it's taking a toll on my sanity. People haven't been really nice, business has been slow, employee drama resurfacing and ac is being a wet blanket again and she's getting the best of me.

It's challenging not having a stay-in employee in the shop. I have to do everything myself and a) it's boring being there ALL THE TIME, and b) what about my social life? Not that I have an active one but what about what's left of it? But I guess this happened to teach me a lesson. Still, I believe everything happens for a reason and this too shall pass. I pray I can find the right employees for me. I hope God helps me find the right employees.

But as of the moment, I'm confused and discontented with the way things are going for me. I hate constantly worrying about things. I am a worrier. I worry about the littlest stuff all the frickin' time! It's a curse, actually. I'm naturally praning and you have no idea what goes on in this brain of mine. Hardcore. I hate always being on my toes which is required of me in this business. Nakakaloka! I read somewhere about this one person who was asked where he sees himself five years from now to which he answered 'why worry about the future when we don't even know if we'll be here tomorrow.' Tama ka jan. *apir* I envy people with such attitude. In times like these, I just gotta have faith, baby

Philippians 4:6-7
Don't worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done. Then you will experience God’s peace, which exceeds anything we can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus.
--- amazing. really. as i was writing this entry (cos i'm really sad and worried about stuff, i was kinda looking for signs or whatever cos i feel like i'm going to explode with all these worries) i went on tumblr and saw this:

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just a coincidence? maybe, but i am going to take this as my sign. thank you ☺ ---

I'll just do my part and pray for the best. 
1 Peter 5:7 Give all your worries and cares to God, for he cares about you.

Thursday, March 3, 2011

week 8: the last week of 'freedom'

Glenda, our stay-in employee, transferred employment already which means I have to do opening-closing of the shop, delivery of supplies and everything related to the operations of the shop. In other words, wala na akong aleli. Boo. Entonces,the week before she leaves, I played truant from manning duties.

monday
spent the entire day in AD's house. she didn't go to work cos she was sick and her maid still wasn't back from her day off. movie marathon time (sans the guilt)- life as we know it (slept through it), due date, easy a and mean girls 2. man, mean girls 2 sucked big time. jollibee for lunch and mcdo for dinner. movie + fast food = happiness. slept over also since her husband needed to do something for work.

tuesday
played with my nephews :) can't remember anything other than that. and oh, i found out the script's having a concert in manila wee!

wednesday
my stash finally arrived via xend! yipee yahooey! now i can again fake flawless skin. umm, not totally flawless- less pocked lang haha. downloaded most recent episodes of my series, bought coke and had a how i met your mother and gossip girl marathon. went to padre pio chapel in eastwood.





thursday
continuation of my gossip girl marathon. decided to download first love instead of waiting for my niece to give me a copy.

friday
watched sing lek lek in the morning and still can't get over it even in the afternoon. hung out in my sister's house. had merienda with ate jo et al, coke, camote cue, pansit and cheez it. pig out galore! AD came back from their subic trip for work. she gave me bite-size brazo de mercedes, yum!




saturday
early morning commute to ic for my weekly spanish classes. love love love el fili sessions with our profe and classmates. sold 4 bottles of scents yipee! joy introduced us to this dip she made- cottage cheese and crushed pineapple. lunch at pancake house with amigas. stopped by the grocery to buy cottage cheese, crushed pineapple and lotsa chips. made AC watch sing lek lek.



sunday
no sunday lunch-out for us cos AD had fittings scheduled the entire day. had a perming scheduled earlier in the day. stayed at home, watching anything that's on tv- noon time variety shows and the santa clause movie. mass with sisters at 7pm. treated AD to mocha frap while i had caramel macchiato. need to stuff myself with my comfort foods before i give them up for the lenten season.

project 100: first love

Original title: Sing Lek Lek. Which reminds me of wenekleklek heehee ☺ Homay! This one is long overdue since I watched it last week and the sentiments aren't that fresh anymore. Sayang. I've been either busy or pretending to be busy (aka busy-busyhan).

First heard of Mario Maurer thru Ycel. She just came back from her Thailand vacay that time. It sparked my interest and I even tried looking for downloadable torrents of his movie but didn't find any on my suking torrent source. Then just last month, my niece asked if I already saw First Love, a Thai movie and mentioned Maurer. She said she'll give me a copy but it took eons for her to do so, so I took matter in my own hands and got myself a copy.


Watching this made my week and even till now, I haven't gotten over it yet. Highly relatable. Back when I was in high school. Back when I was in college. Hell, even now that I am in my late 20s, I can still relate to it. Story of my life. Bow.
As the movie trailer claims, most of the human population has experienced crushing on someone, admiring him or her from afar. Nam is highly relatable. Many of us would do anything to make our object of affection notice us. Like Nam, I also:
  1. did everything in my power to make myself more presentable to the p of i (person of interest). grow my hair long, cut it short, spend money on products, have my hair straightened, lose weight, occasionally put on eyeliner, etc etc etc. anything that i think would make me look cute. haha! conscious kung conscious. super laugh trip talaga nung maghilod hanggang pumuti si nam. 
  2. rampa! haha. nam and friends would go wherever they think chone would be. observing the p of i- where he hangs out, who his friends are. be where he is so you could at least get a glimpse of his cute face. omg, college days come to mind! i remember stealing glances at my p of i- looking over my carrel desk at the lib so i could see him. usually i do this discreetly but i would occasionally deliberately walk where he could see me, hoping that he might give me the time of day. hay. 
  3. made decisions with the p of i in mind. nam and friends didn't really want to join the drama club but since chone is on the production, they joined. how many times have i done this? countless! we eat here because this is where he'll pass by after his class. we pass this way so we could pass by his room. hay kaloka. 
and fast forward to almost a decade after graduating from college, it's still pretty much the same. but really, it's quite an experience. tiring and sometimes agonizing but it sure feels gooood when you feel those butterflies in your stomach, which makes the scene below so familiar~

Hindi lang pala sa Pilipinas na ang konsepto ng maganda ay maputi. Maybe in most Southeast Asian countries, being fair-skinned is considered beautiful. Nam before...


and Nam after all the "improvements"


IMO, I liked her better 'before.'

Si Chone ay napakapogi!!! >insert eardrum-shattering squeal here< No, hindi kita aagawan ng crush, ycel. I'm just stating a fact. Chone (Mario Maurer) is superduper cute. He's cute and NOT an ass. How many cute boys out there know they are good-looking and still not be jerks? Even fugly boys are jerks. But we are well aware that Chone is a figment of the imagination. 

But Mario Maurer is real. And I don't care if he's an ass or not because he's for viewing purposes only. When I say for viewing purposes, viewing purposes lang kasi siya as boses palaka. But you know what, I think I can live with that. Pogi na boses palaka o mukhang palaka na boses pogi? Take your pick ;)

Napatunayan natin sa movie na ito na 'daig ng maagap ng masipag.' Aksyon agad!

Albeit a romcom, I was crying my eyes out for quite awhile. No, I didn't just tear up, but I didn't hagulgol naman. Somewhere in between lang naman. But still, it felt as if I was in that scene, as if it was my heart being broken. Which, again, makes me lucky I haven't gone through major heartbreaks. Pang ano lang ako, pa-crush crush lang, pa-sipat sipat. Pag nagka-girlfriend, maiinis lang ng unti... ganun lang. 

I still don't get it why people torture themselves. Nam likes Chone. Chone likes Nam. Though it's not clear to me if Chone knows that Nam likes him. And the best thing about it is he liked her even before she was 'pretty.' Omaygas, I was squirming on my seat while watching yung mga kilig moments. And just when we think how creepy is it of Nam to keep that button with Chone's blood, we see Chone's scrapbook filled with Nam's photos- yun ang creepy. Anyway, I think perspective lang yan. If Nam doesn't like Chone, that would be creepy. But if she does, then that would go through the roof sa kilig factor. Just like when you hitch a ride in someone's car and he tells you that the song on the radio is for you and then Stephen Speaks' Passenger Seat plays- nakakakilig if you like him but creepy and awkward when you don't. 

Loves it! So so so so much.. to the moon and back. Although the ending was corny. It's not the destination, it's the journey. Bwahaha.  Definitely a must-see
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